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028 | Here Come the Doubts

20 Aug 028 | Here Come the Doubts

FF28Where did they come from? Amid the most encouraging week of the project so far, today I am filled with doubts:

Doubts that I can figure out this story…
that I can write these characters…
that I have bitten off more than I can chew…
that I’ve been too ambitious…
set a goal that’s too large…
a deadline that’s too soon…
moved to fast…
not focused on Journey Box Media enough…
that I’m fighting a fight I can’t win…
that I’m not good enough…
that I’m not enough…

Which as I write that is ironic because the entire message of the film is that we are enough.

I don’t know what pressure I’m putting on myself. I’m sure I have been a bit too ambitious with trying to create a movie poster and website and marketing material before I even have a script. Maybe…

But then again, why life a story if it’s safe, right?

So. I’m getting this out. Releasing it. Letting go of the doubt and clinging to love and faith.

I’m forgetting about the future (for this moment). I’m going to take a step today, write something, and know that it’s enough.

I’m going to take Jesus’s advice… “stop worrying about tomorrow, because tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” (Matt 6:34)

I’m going to focus on today…
because this is the day the Lord has made. πŸ™‚

(ps – as I typed that last line, the music I was listening to moved to a completely positive moment, and it was awesome.)

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